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The Start of a New Era....this should of been done LONG ago.. [06 Dec 2005|10:51pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

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ciao.. [06 Dec 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

BUSTED/VIOLATED

 

work read my live journal...

I wanted to die a thousand times over...

 

over&out

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[06 Dec 2005|12:11am]
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In January I bought porn for cyn_s15 (-10 points). Last Wenesday I punched matthew_only in the arm (-10 points). Last Friday I pushed __kissingclocks in the mud (-17 points). Last Saturday I pulled orcadreams's hair (-5 points). In October I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-742 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!

Sincerely,
total__immortal

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:) xx [05 Dec 2005|06:47pm]
[ mood | hot ]

Stolen from Lu. xCollapse )

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I love you with all my damn heart xx [05 Dec 2005|02:43pm]
I cant get Parkway Drive's "Dont Close Your Eyes" out of my head

such beautiful lyrics xx

thankyou xx



ahhh such a crappy day....i cant get rid of this headache :(....and ive had reflux all day :'( FUCK YOUUUUUUUU!

haha least i look hawtsexx with my new red glasses ;)

25 sleeps....i think...(im not having a good day with numbers thankyou..)until i get to see my pretty girl Kristy...and the most beautiful boy alive...Matthew xx

can I go home yet?

NO

fuck these 40 hour weeks...:(


P.S id had this weird dream last night....

I was about to move in to this new place with Wade and his girlfriend Jaz....and i was also meant to move in with a partner...as the place had 2 bedrooms.....we were to share with our partners....we were unpacking our stuff and then it was time to go to bed...up until then i had not seen who my partner was...I looked at her....YES IT WAS A HER..:|....and it was someone i knew...really odd...(i wont say who it is cause one person on lj knows this person HAHAHA) i have never thought of this person as hot....but when i saw her in my dream i was like WOAH!..:| and yea...then my dream went skitz and next minute we were on a cruise boat that was sinking...and everyone died...hahaha

omfg...

and i saw her today too...and she was looking quite pretty... ARRGH! IM NOT A LESBIAN!
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muahahah! [04 Dec 2005|07:30am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

IF YOU ARE:

 

minkues

 

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!!

 

IF NOT...

WISH HIM A HAPPY 20th.. BASTARDS!

 

:D

 

<3

 

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you know there's always tomorrow.... [03 Dec 2005|09:08pm]
[ mood | loved/in love ]

Im at home on a saturday night....yes...how odd..

yet im having a grand time..no one else is at home....so my music is up loud

I was just playing 94 hours by AILD on guitar....its been awhile since ive picked him up and played...it feels so great and empowering playing that kinda stuff on it....i would love to be in a band...<3...maybe one day...:)

now im sitting back and Alexisonfire-No Transitory just came on.....so fucking beautiful...all alexis reminds me of a awesome boy...he knows who he is...<3...this takes me back to the best part of this year...August...we got to see alexis and meet them together...so wonderful...i almost died when i met Dallas...he has such a beautiful voice...hes grand...wow...but not as grand as my boylove.

I miss him like you could never imagine..:(

well not long now till i get to see him...

bliss..

im over brisbane....i really am..

:\...

ohh im designing some new ink..:)...not that im going to get it done soon...im gonna wait....but i have another small one i want to get soon...and im not telling anyone what it is till i have it...HAHA...you'll all laugh at me.....kick me.....then call me a nerd...

<3

I ♥ you mr immortal xx......

"ill fade with you....just like i should"

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"how quickly....i confess....that this....is meaningless.." [01 Dec 2005|10:33pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

an interlude to confusion...

 

*girl places cd in cd player......a soft piano is heard playing in the back ground.. a voice starts to speak...*

 


i feel sick yet again..
the question isnt "is it worth giving up..?"
but "was it worth pursuing?"
you seem to think it is...

i know how i feel and i can deal with that
but one thing for sure...
is that you are never 100% on how the other person feels..
and this is what fucks you up

words are words...
yea sure they mean alot..
but they are not everything..
even words can be candy coated lies

im lost...confused..
even maybe being quite stupid
maybe its all in my head..
who knows?

but for anyone whos had their heart broken like glass
would be cautious too..
i mean its my heart..
im allowed to defend it..

but on the other hand..
i cant even get upset..
you're a free spirit..
to do whatever you like..

lucky we're not married..
cause id be the stupid forgiving one..
and say im sorry for everything i am
and let it happen all over again..

-Natalie Carmen Lorenz 1st December 2005


 

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this is how we roll [30 Nov 2005|01:16am]
[ mood | bored ]

Christie Corporate Christmas Party

Saturday 10th December

Storey Bridge Climb...yes.. we're climbing a bridge..:|....omfg..weird

Lunch at Mt Coo-tha...yes...very nice...at the pretty little expensive place up there...^_^

Then...Scenic tour of brisbane...

but thats not it....the tour is done.....on.....HARLEYS....:|.....im gonna be in a motorbike accident....i know it...comming down from mt coo-tha....say bye to Natalie..p.s ive NEVER been on a motorbike...:(

Christie Corporate Tenant Christmas Function

Thursday 15th December

Free alcohol and canapes for all the tenants and us...

I get to do the the photography ^_^

Christie Corporate Staff Christmas Breakfast

Wednesday 21st December

big breakfast for all the staff

secret santa's are exchanged, alcohol is given away, prizes are won..

then random food is consumed for the rest of the day....*chokes on small devon-shire tea sized cucumber sandwich*

this is how Christie's roll...

 

 

 


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New frames and lenses ordered... 1 week till i get them ^_^ [29 Nov 2005|09:40pm]
[ mood | frustrated at people ]

OUT WITH THE OLD...

...IN WITH THE NEW

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damn right that sluts my bitch! [28 Nov 2005|07:26pm]
[ mood | amused ]

http://www.scrotalsafetycommission.com/

read up boys..

 

ha..

:|

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blahh fucking blah....i have sore feet...and pink fishnets xx [27 Nov 2005|08:22am]
[ mood | horny ]

went with mum and sister to breakfast creek last night...we walked around...and then got fish and chips and sat down in the park across the road and had dinner whilst watching all the boats go past...then we got icecream ^_^ <3!

got to the valley at 10:30

 

depot was fucking deadshit..

saw andrew....he kept me company...and bumped into him for the rest of the night....lol...yea...and he made me taste his cocktail he invented....WOW it was nice...BUT POTENT! *dies*

depot still = shit so i decided to walk around outside... i bumped into the apathy boys...and hung with them.....such lovely boys <3...

saw b_e_de  & cyn_s15  in their hawtsexx matching phatties...didn't really talk much to them...:(...well they really didnt talk to me....so meh...fuck it..they went to rockas to danceee it up...i probably just looked like a hyper toss HAHA...:(

went back to the depot to see it was FUCKING FULL....omfg..ive never seen it like that before...it was kinda crap tho...not many regulars...alot of newbies....i hate them... but yea....i hung with the apathy boys.. sweet kids....i love lollie...hes my fav.....remy is a mean bastard tho....he likes to pay me out...he got nicer towards the end of the night tho... ^_^

Saw Cassgirl...she was kinda sad...but pretty as per usual....im gonna call her snowhite xx shes my beautiful girl xx

i saw TONE!...omg!.....tones first trip to the depot...but he had to leave soon after....but it was rad...i got cuddles....and hi fives...ohhhh SCHHWEET! tehehe

ohh talked to Stan a bit....hes a really neat kid...he laughed at how completely random i was...i think it was my dancing..<3

OMFG! WILLLLLLLLLLUS...eeeep i saw him there...and we cuddled and stuff...then we got to our normal nasty selves...and hurt eachother...MUAHAHAH!....wil is way better than me at tackling...:( he knows all the ninja moves...:( he totally pwnd me...and got me on the ground twice...even held me there to the count of three BAH!...we got told off by th security guards BOTH times.....fuck them...^_^...i love how hes so mean and rough when hes drunk....and doesnt treat me like a girl.....just smack bang.....trips me over on the floor hxc...head smashes into the ground...hes so fun <3...i got him back with a elbow right in the head tho xx

ahhh STUPID RANDOM BOYS FOLLOWING ME.... IOHFHQWEUHOND GET THE MESSAGE NEXT TIME.....IF ROCK THE CASBAH COMES ON...AND I GO AND RUN AWAY TO GO BE A FUCK AND DANCE AND SING.....DONT GRAB MY SHIRT AND KEEP TALKING......AND IF I SAY.....NOOOO IM GONNA DANCE...GET THE POINT I DONT LIKE YOU.....IM TRYING TO GET RID OF YOU!....THANKYOU..HAVE A NICE DAY ^_^ hahahaha

I made neato friends with these psychobilly girlies in the toilets...one gave me her number...?

I drank vodka....and rum ewww THANKS TO LOLLIE....and midori....also thanks to him....he kept giving me his drinks....lol....ohhh and 5 V's...:\ I WENT SKITZ! sososo the best....I was on the dancefloor with JILLY WIGGLE (she turned 18 last night) and we danced our fucking asses off....RIGHT TILL THE MOTHERFUCKING END!...i think people thought i was on speed...i was busting the moves baby....all diff types of dancing too...Jill and I pwn xx next time lets swing dance...xx

I HAVE ANOTHER DEPOT CUP NOW...>_< im so lame...

well when the depot closed i said goodbye to the children...got big kisses from Lollie ^_^ and Jill...i got outside and was so hyper i ran from ann street to the trainstation and back to ann street 3 times! and danced most of the way ... HAHAHA i would have looked like the biggest fuck... i hung out with stanchild a bit..it was cool...we just chatted....sweet dude...then i saw CAMERON!...my sailor friend!.....YES he was wearing his SAILOR SHIRT......hehe he has an anchor tattoo....hes so funny....^_^

 

stan and i met this random old dude...who wanted to hit up the casino with a buch of scene kids...so we could request rad songs from the piano player......and sing screamo shit......weird old guy...he was wearing an alk3 shirt..and hept telling us he was oldschool and into all the oldschool scene shit....stan kept paying him out...HAHA

i caught my traain and made friends with this pretty girl called Greta..and her boyfriend Cameron (another one)....turns out they live just down the road from me!!!!...she seemed to think i was the cutest most outrageous girl shes met.....AWWWWWW and said we have to have hangouts.... SCHWEEEET new friends!!! we had so much fun on the train....taking pictures of sleeping homeboys....squishing spiders...giving eachother presents...giggling at stupid stuff...xx

so now im home....>_< i got home at 8 lol...

I was just talking to Mr Immortal.....omfg....he = dream boy....ID HIT IT!...shit i miss him....he means the world to me....:)

 

OHHHH PEE DOT FUCKING ESSSS (P.S)....YES....I HAD PINK ANNNNND GREEN BLUSH ON......IT WASNT AN ACCIDENT.....I JUST LIKE TO MAKE MYSELF UP IN WEIRD WAYS...IT MAKES ME FUCKING HAPPY...ORRRITE?

 

love you all!

 

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BAH! [26 Nov 2005|12:19am]
[ mood | bored ]

 

sorry about the last post...i dont know how to do a cut that has html...:\

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Because Western Decay are Hawtsexx ...xx [25 Nov 2005|11:23pm]
[ mood | mrawrr ]

Taken last night (24th November 2005, at the Basement...by moi!)

WESTERN DECAYS FIRST GIG FUCKERS!!!

(BTW....no cut....because Western Decay deserve to be in yo' face *evil grin*)



























































































































































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I've driven down the highway one..just hoping that i'd see you soon.. [25 Nov 2005|11:31am]
[ mood | soso in love with everything ]

I've Seen A Palace In London
I've Seen A Castle In Wales
But I'd Rather Wake Up Beside You
And Breathe That Old Familiar Smell..

I Know That We're Taking Chances
You Told Me Life Was A Risk
I Just Have One Last Question
Will It Be My Heart..

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meowww [25 Nov 2005|12:50am]
[ mood | sick ]

IF YOU ARE READING THIS MATT IMMORTAL...


I REQUEST YOU DO A LJ POST.....NO MATTER HOW SHORT/STUPID

:)

*TAG*

:P

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smash me...into the ground... [23 Nov 2005|12:41am]
[ mood | goodnight/sleepy/mrawr ]

click to read stupid shit about me...im boredCollapse )

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too late...tonight im gone... [21 Nov 2005|06:31pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

39 sleeps..

thats right...39 till we can spend 9 together ♥

i miss you...xx

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OHHHHH! not fair! [19 Nov 2005|05:29pm]
[ mood | Happy for J-Wah ]

Yea...so my best friend has a fucking hawtsex girlfriend...thats right....i wish i was totally making out on the floor ...<3...hawt fucks xx

photographic evidence:

^_^

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:) [18 Nov 2005|07:54pm]
[ mood | calm ]

SPAM//SPAm//SPam//Spam//spamCollapse )

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